First world problems

I don't think XR truly comprehends how depressed I am that there's no holiday to look forward to. :(

Especially so when money (for once) isn't an issue.

I'm trying to reflect and understand why I feel so strongly about going away. Honestly, I don't know.

Maybe it's because I feel so unfulfilled at work?

Or maybe I feel that XR doesn't really disconnect from his phone when we're in Singapore. (Actually, me too.) So this results in #DCYW having absent parents?

Or maybe it's just a change from the daily grind.

Or just wanderlust from looking at everyone's travel pics?

Or I just never got used to not travelling from station days?

I DUNNNO...

As I said, first world problem. But it's weighing on me and I'm sad. :\