Current worries

Hahahaha.

2 posts in one day because... 三分钟热度 must maximise.

So pumping away after lunch and thought I should type this down before I forget. And think that everything was rosy with a 10mo baby!!

So worrying about food intake and method. Wondering if BLW is the way to go because TW seems more common amongst ALL my friends. And also, cannot track the nutrients. Plus Mr Tiny Choo doesn't seem to handle food THAT great and has obvious preference for certain food! >.< Eh hello. I THOUGHT BLW MEANS NOT SO PICKY???

This boy was so patiently picking out peas frm a mass of peas, corn, cabbage, and chicken. Pea-by-pea. STRANGE CREATURE. This went on for an hour? Heng he eventually started on the other food but STILL....

Also wondering how long I can continue to BF. Wahahaha. Selfishly doing this sorta for myself I guess. 500 calories is no joke. And also can save money. Wahahaha. But also need to worry. I SENSE how my Family-In-Law is waiting for him to wean off so #dcyw can be less reliant/ sticky to me.

Rar. Den I 偏偏 dunwanna stop. Hahahahhaa. But anw, up to 1YO still supposed to be reliant on milk lehhhh. Can pls dun nag me and drop hints here and there about how he needs to eat more? Bottomline is... I'm gonna struggle on with this. Lollll. Aldoh its a little out of being stubborn. OOPS babyyyy mama wants you to be healthy too ok. Mama will continue to eat well so you get good milk. Hahahahaha. And also... mama will get alone time with you regardless MOAHAHAHAHHA!! *EVIL LAUGH*

But anw... that's just random worries. The main worry now is... SLEEP.  OH MY TIAN. What happened to my piggie baby who sleeps through a riot? How did you evolve into sucha FOMO Sleep-Hater?!?!

Pls sleep more baby. What if you become short like mama!?! I will show you this post... and tell you its your own fault for resisting sleep. :C Fingers crossed that you sleep more soon and grow tall(ish) regardless. Maybe during puberty?

Wahahaha. Ok back to work. Maybe I'll post again during the 3rd pump. Wahahhaha. 😂😂😂

I think I might wanna remind myself why I (we) decided on these fairly-attachment-parenting style of parenting. Wahahaha. Like DLBF, Babywearing, Co-sleeping, and BLW. 😂 Or maybe its just self-justification but WHATEVER.