ahhh. fangirlism alert!!
horrors. my google reader unread articles are increasing madly everyday. :(
i should be catching up on them. but somehow. like. sian. SIGH. i have no idea why...
but YES. (: this article is going to be on fangirlism. (: or mr jgs to be exact. (:
its totally going to be damn gross so if ure gg to be irritated by my gushing, dun read this post okay! HAHAHA.
so anyway. for mr jang... i actually killed 3 resolutions.
i am rather horrified on hindsight.
anyway they are...
1) dun club (this year. SIGH.)
2) dun chase idols (made this quite a while back)
3) think before i do anything! (quite a recent one but i cant rmb when)
FAIL. S: but ok. i din really club per se, nor did i chase (using a maxi)... but it was TOTALLY impulsive so. SIGH...
ok boring details coming. (omg. image killer. X_X haha)
so... somewhen earlier in the week, sk already gave me the flight details. kinda tempted to go. (cuz like he's super cute in the show!) so... yep. small temptation, nothing much. so... on thursday. i kinda decide, what the heck, i have nothing much better to do anywayyy. (aldoh in the end i went holland v for supper but anwww...)
JUST GO.
haha. so it starts. (: i din really go crazy. just stood there. and when little girls pushed me flat against the glasssssss... >_< damn them! but ok. when he smiled and waved i... woohoo. puddle of debbie on the floor. (horrendously, he was cam-ing his fans. i forgot to block my face, and belatedly used my phone to cover my facccccce T_T and i was still skyping xw and et ZOMG hope nv capture.)
so... i kinda rmbed to RUNNNNNN along his path (with barricades) and here's the first irrational activity... i actually squashed my face between some girl's legs. (okok. this sounds wrong but this is kinda the best description) and sneaked a litttttle photo. (:
anwww. he didnt look stunning at the airport cuz he was wearing flasher-trenchcoat and his LONG auntie hair was all over his face. BUT OMG HIS SMILE IS A KILLER. (this sentence is soooo fangirl-ish. but HAHA)
so anw. i thought that would be it. (ok not really. at that point i was fully intending to go send him off on sunday already. but u know, generally not much else what. since i refuse to spend money on exorbitant tickets!!)
so... friday came and went.
and on saturday... met jlow to study. was supposed to meet people for dinner/night activity or smth. but somehow that didnt happen. -_-. so i was in town and sian. SIAN. andddd. haha. jw told me shes gg for the jgs fanmeet. (friend won tickets) SO JEALOUS. so... i started spamming like crazy. seeing if there was a chance to sneak in. and if people were willing to go with me. XD
epic failure btw. but i went to meet sk and xh anw. just to lurk ard. SO. second irrational activity... i waited for about 3 freaking hours near a cargo lift for mr jgs' fanmeet to end! to see him for SECONDS. (and talked to young fan girls. who think i am 16-18 yrs old. and that its my first time. which is technically correct since i stopped for 6 yrs? lol. plus. 1st korean guy k!! >_<) and it FAILED becausesmart security brought him to another level to take the lift. SAD i tell u. SAD AND DEPRESSED AND I WANTED TO DIE... im serious. ):
but ok. so. went to drown sorrows in food.
and sk made prediction that mr jgs will go club/party. and likely zouk or st james. (sponsor)...
SO. dying of depression debbie. became IRRATIONAL. again. T_T and since sk and xh both decided to forgo ZOUK (some party la. and free flow alcohol thing... to go st james and STAKE OUT) i obviously went... >_<
anw. was horrible. and i din drink in bid to stay alive till mr jgs comes (if he ever did)...
so boring. so crowded. spent all my time staring at guys who looked korean or had long hair. -_- horrors. and somehow midway, we decided to leave cuz it was OH-SO-BORING. (little did we know it was a damnsmart idea!!!)
so we sat outside. (dying in smoke btw. my poor lungs. ):) anddddd. we saw MAXI-CABS!! so stunning right. so we CHASED after them. (like ran. zomg. we look like crazy high kids. O_O) and we saw a HUGE bunch of fans! win la. (: YAYYY! saw the jgs paper bags. and we started high-fiving. (energy booster btw. before this i was like DEAD. totally flat and sian diao)
so HEHHEH. totally we got entry! (: (cuz sat was a one chop all rooms day! yay!) so we sneaked arounddd. and found his room at the karaoke bar! so anw. at this point i started having depressed tweets. cuz once again.. SO NEAR YET SO FAR LA. a million guards around his door. SOBS.
so we decided to camp outside the TOILET. hello. HUMAN. haha. (: natural function right!!! (((:
so we waitedddd. and within 15 mins. HE WALKED OUT TOWARDS THE TOILET. ZOMG. (at this point i went crazy btw. eyes were HUGE and jaw DISLOCATION. haha.) and amazing thing... he didnt go in. he walked towards US! i swear i was going to FAINT ON THE SPOT. DAMN CUTE LA!!! -_- ok but anw. he din find us la hur..
he went for a tour AROUND st james. (and since we recee-ed the place earlier. YAY FOR US!)
andddddd. eventually he went into one of the clubs. :DDDDDD.
so we followed him in. and seriously when the guards helped him open a path, we were on a parallel path barreling through the crowd. i swear ive nv found it so easy to slip through the crowd before. and throwing apologies in a damn nice voice for asking them to give way. (: LOL. embarrasssing max. X:
and eventually he stopped and danced (holding a beer at the same time) zomg. i dun think ive ever been this high without drinking alcohol. (with alcohol not counted. HAHA) seriouslyyyyyyy.
spammed a million tweets in a few short moments. smsed at the speed of lightning. (:
and thats about it actually. cuz he ran off using some private way that was blocked. back to the karaoke room. (kinda din chase him after this alr... BUT IT WAS ENUFF LA. (((((((((((((:)
anw. rest of night was liddat lor. running on a natural high anw. HAHA.
so. DAMN SHAG DURING TUITION THE NEXT DAY. haha.
and went to airport at night! (he looked so unhappy in the car. sigh)
and the fans were keeee-ray-zee. horrors. i felt raped. ): lost both my slippers at a point. ):
aldoh i did get to see cute face! (: and ran infront of him so that i could see his face. (: aldoh mr-purpleshirt-cameraman was taking shots. ): hope he din capture me. was covering my face. SIGH.
he was still the dashing idol (besides that moment in the car) beaming with smiless. gave goodbye kisses to a few lucky fans. typed 'bye' on his itouch to show the fans squashed at the glass. *ouch* and also waved to crazy fans who bought tickets to fly and in the departure zone. (FAINT LOR. i saw OLD ladies with ATAS LUGGAGE taking the same flight as him. rich. i also want. but he can be their sons leh. paedo! ok im just jealous. hahaha)
immediate withdrawal symptoms btw. SIGH.
BUT YES. RESOLUTIONS ARE SAFELY BACK IN PLACE.
NO MOREEEEEEEEEE. (i refuse to watch anymore dramas. i will get sucked in. and become a bloody irrational number thats worse than pie or e^1. i might even become imaginary. root of (-1). SIGH. ok. wth am i talking about?! >_<)
so OK. end. no moreeeeeeee. reins in self.
mugmug.
i should be catching up on them. but somehow. like. sian. SIGH. i have no idea why...
but YES. (: this article is going to be on fangirlism. (: or mr jgs to be exact. (:
its totally going to be damn gross so if ure gg to be irritated by my gushing, dun read this post okay! HAHAHA.
so anyway. for mr jang... i actually killed 3 resolutions.
i am rather horrified on hindsight.
anyway they are...
1) dun club (this year. SIGH.)
2) dun chase idols (made this quite a while back)
3) think before i do anything! (quite a recent one but i cant rmb when)
FAIL. S: but ok. i din really club per se, nor did i chase (using a maxi)... but it was TOTALLY impulsive so. SIGH...
ok boring details coming. (omg. image killer. X_X haha)
so... somewhen earlier in the week, sk already gave me the flight details. kinda tempted to go. (cuz like he's super cute in the show!) so... yep. small temptation, nothing much. so... on thursday. i kinda decide, what the heck, i have nothing much better to do anywayyy. (aldoh in the end i went holland v for supper but anwww...)
JUST GO.
haha. so it starts. (: i din really go crazy. just stood there. and when little girls pushed me flat against the glasssssss... >_< damn them! but ok. when he smiled and waved i... woohoo. puddle of debbie on the floor. (horrendously, he was cam-ing his fans. i forgot to block my face, and belatedly used my phone to cover my facccccce T_T and i was still skyping xw and et ZOMG hope nv capture.)
so... i kinda rmbed to RUNNNNNN along his path (with barricades) and here's the first irrational activity... i actually squashed my face between some girl's legs. (okok. this sounds wrong but this is kinda the best description) and sneaked a litttttle photo. (:
anwww. he didnt look stunning at the airport cuz he was wearing flasher-trenchcoat and his LONG auntie hair was all over his face. BUT OMG HIS SMILE IS A KILLER. (this sentence is soooo fangirl-ish. but HAHA)
so anw. i thought that would be it. (ok not really. at that point i was fully intending to go send him off on sunday already. but u know, generally not much else what. since i refuse to spend money on exorbitant tickets!!)
so... friday came and went.
and on saturday... met jlow to study. was supposed to meet people for dinner/night activity or smth. but somehow that didnt happen. -_-. so i was in town and sian. SIAN. andddd. haha. jw told me shes gg for the jgs fanmeet. (friend won tickets) SO JEALOUS. so... i started spamming like crazy. seeing if there was a chance to sneak in. and if people were willing to go with me. XD
epic failure btw. but i went to meet sk and xh anw. just to lurk ard. SO. second irrational activity... i waited for about 3 freaking hours near a cargo lift for mr jgs' fanmeet to end! to see him for SECONDS. (and talked to young fan girls. who think i am 16-18 yrs old. and that its my first time. which is technically correct since i stopped for 6 yrs? lol. plus. 1st korean guy k!! >_<) and it FAILED because
but ok. so. went to drown sorrows in food.
and sk made prediction that mr jgs will go club/party. and likely zouk or st james. (sponsor)...
SO. dying of depression debbie. became IRRATIONAL. again. T_T and since sk and xh both decided to forgo ZOUK (some party la. and free flow alcohol thing... to go st james and STAKE OUT) i obviously went... >_<
anw. was horrible. and i din drink in bid to stay alive till mr jgs comes (if he ever did)...
so boring. so crowded. spent all my time staring at guys who looked korean or had long hair. -_- horrors. and somehow midway, we decided to leave cuz it was OH-SO-BORING. (little did we know it was a damn
so we sat outside. (dying in smoke btw. my poor lungs. ):) anddddd. we saw MAXI-CABS!! so stunning right. so we CHASED after them. (like ran. zomg. we look like crazy high kids. O_O) and we saw a HUGE bunch of fans! win la. (: YAYYY! saw the jgs paper bags. and we started high-fiving. (energy booster btw. before this i was like DEAD. totally flat and sian diao)
so HEHHEH. totally we got entry! (: (cuz sat was a one chop all rooms day! yay!) so we sneaked arounddd. and found his room at the karaoke bar! so anw. at this point i started having depressed tweets. cuz once again.. SO NEAR YET SO FAR LA. a million guards around his door. SOBS.
so we decided to camp outside the TOILET. hello. HUMAN. haha. (: natural function right!!! (((:
so we waitedddd. and within 15 mins. HE WALKED OUT TOWARDS THE TOILET. ZOMG. (at this point i went crazy btw. eyes were HUGE and jaw DISLOCATION. haha.) and amazing thing... he didnt go in. he walked towards US! i swear i was going to FAINT ON THE SPOT. DAMN CUTE LA!!! -_- ok but anw. he din find us la hur..
he went for a tour AROUND st james. (and since we recee-ed the place earlier. YAY FOR US!)
andddddd. eventually he went into one of the clubs. :DDDDDD.
so we followed him in. and seriously when the guards helped him open a path, we were on a parallel path barreling through the crowd. i swear ive nv found it so easy to slip through the crowd before. and throwing apologies in a damn nice voice for asking them to give way. (: LOL. embarrasssing max. X:
and eventually he stopped and danced (holding a beer at the same time) zomg. i dun think ive ever been this high without drinking alcohol. (with alcohol not counted. HAHA) seriouslyyyyyyy.
spammed a million tweets in a few short moments. smsed at the speed of lightning. (:
and thats about it actually. cuz he ran off using some private way that was blocked. back to the karaoke room. (kinda din chase him after this alr... BUT IT WAS ENUFF LA. (((((((((((((:)
anw. rest of night was liddat lor. running on a natural high anw. HAHA.
so. DAMN SHAG DURING TUITION THE NEXT DAY. haha.
and went to airport at night! (he looked so unhappy in the car. sigh)
and the fans were keeee-ray-zee. horrors. i felt raped. ): lost both my slippers at a point. ):
aldoh i did get to see cute face! (: and ran infront of him so that i could see his face. (: aldoh mr-purpleshirt-cameraman was taking shots. ): hope he din capture me. was covering my face. SIGH.
he was still the dashing idol (besides that moment in the car) beaming with smiless. gave goodbye kisses to a few lucky fans. typed 'bye' on his itouch to show the fans squashed at the glass. *ouch* and also waved to crazy fans who bought tickets to fly and in the departure zone. (FAINT LOR. i saw OLD ladies with ATAS LUGGAGE taking the same flight as him. rich. i also want. but he can be their sons leh. paedo! ok im just jealous. hahaha)
immediate withdrawal symptoms btw. SIGH.
BUT YES. RESOLUTIONS ARE SAFELY BACK IN PLACE.
NO MOREEEEEEEEEE. (i refuse to watch anymore dramas. i will get sucked in. and become a bloody irrational number thats worse than pie or e^1. i might even become imaginary. root of (-1). SIGH. ok. wth am i talking about?! >_<)
so OK. end. no moreeeeeeee. reins in self.
mugmug.