rattling on like a rattlesnake 2

1. i feel old
why?
.i dun feel like partying anymore
and
.saw a bunch of young kids playing in water fountains today and cant imagine myself doing that anymore
and
.im starting to appreciate time alone

2. reiteration: life is fragile
so?
.i better start appreciating what i have
and
.balance. (:

3. i suck at packing
why?
.just because. HAHAHA. omg kill me.

4. i cant wait for nz!!
but...
.kinda scared about leaving home for 2 wks given current condition
and yet
.im damn excited to do stufffff!

ok this is bloody random.
and i really really dun have end exams excitement.
bloodyhell. old. OLD. OLDDDD.