Reminder to Self
(i love travelling on buses. (: gives you time to think)
there is life beyond school! :)
simple joys like getting snail mail, reading amusing emails, homemade meals, random smses from friends, nonsensical motivational tweets, ice-cream breaks and even self-recovering ipods are little sparks of life!
even annoying msgs from friends to watch utterly random videos, naggings at 4am from parents are ways people care about you!
I. MUST. GET. OVER. NEGATIVITY.
work's just work. and eventually, it'll just be a grade! learning isn't for the grades!
grades are nothing but a number(or letter)!
i learn because i want to! and i like having knowledge!
I. MUST. REDISCOVER. MY. CURIOSITY.
nope, i am not suffering from too much work.
other students (from before) had managed it, and so will i!
fear me you little reports!
i will stop getting to the brink of breaking down because that is destructive energy!
I. WILL. PRIORITISE. AND. MAKE. THE. MOST. OF. MY. TIME.
working gives me money so i can pay bills and my own trip.
and this is time away from studying! wow. 2 birds. (:
and the worst that can happen? sell the house and move to a smaller/rented hdb.
been through worse than that! AND i'm already luckier than most human beings alive!
and... ILL GET A DECENT SALARY WITHIN 2 YEARS!~
I. WILL. STOP. WORRYING. ABOUT. FINANCES.
most of all. i'll remember the people around me. :)
snapping at people doesn't help. it generates even MORE negative energy!
I. WILL. BE. A. DECENT. DAUGHTER. FRIEND. PROJECT GROUPMATE.
its always about perspectives. and i'm going to change mine!
its just a few more weeks of not-so-very-comfortable-lifeeeee! (and new zealand here i come. BEAMS. :DDD)
there is life beyond school! :)
simple joys like getting snail mail, reading amusing emails, homemade meals, random smses from friends, nonsensical motivational tweets, ice-cream breaks and even self-recovering ipods are little sparks of life!
even annoying msgs from friends to watch utterly random videos, naggings at 4am from parents are ways people care about you!
I. MUST. GET. OVER. NEGATIVITY.
work's just work. and eventually, it'll just be a grade! learning isn't for the grades!
grades are nothing but a number(or letter)!
i learn because i want to! and i like having knowledge!
I. MUST. REDISCOVER. MY. CURIOSITY.
nope, i am not suffering from too much work.
other students (from before) had managed it, and so will i!
fear me you little reports!
i will stop getting to the brink of breaking down because that is destructive energy!
I. WILL. PRIORITISE. AND. MAKE. THE. MOST. OF. MY. TIME.
working gives me money so i can pay bills and my own trip.
and this is time away from studying! wow. 2 birds. (:
and the worst that can happen? sell the house and move to a smaller/rented hdb.
been through worse than that! AND i'm already luckier than most human beings alive!
and... ILL GET A DECENT SALARY WITHIN 2 YEARS!~
I. WILL. STOP. WORRYING. ABOUT. FINANCES.
most of all. i'll remember the people around me. :)
snapping at people doesn't help. it generates even MORE negative energy!
I. WILL. BE. A. DECENT. DAUGHTER. FRIEND. PROJECT GROUPMATE.
its always about perspectives. and i'm going to change mine!
its just a few more weeks of not-so-very-comfortable-lifeeeee! (and new zealand here i come. BEAMS. :DDD)