self reflection.

im becoming a less happy person i think.
i dont laugh heartily anymore.
i dont gaffaw and gasp for air anymore.
i dont roll around and die from stomach cramps from laughter.
why uh?
=(

i dont like this at all.

i cant seem to have normal conversations too.
im less interested in myself.
im less interested in other people.
im incapable of small talk.
im also incapable of engaging in long serious conversations.
arghs!

and i have this horrible feeling that if i continue like this, im gg to have no friends.
like uh? shit?

i need to find a new interest.
something that takes up all my time (and not work or school mind you).
how blah. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

sigh, what a rare burst of emotions.