rattling on like a rattlesnake!
15 mins to lunch.
too little time to really do much.
decided to slack and type another entry to be posted!
i forsee being stressed this week.
because somehow i cant seem to get down to emailing for sponsors. >__<
eeps. i need to do this!! because i cant do it over the weekend.
but yay. meeting jn gs this thurs. and manda on fri. (=
TONIGHT I WILL DO IT. [or suffer from a lack of sleep from doing it anyway...] [oh haha. when it eventually post this up, it wun be tonight alr hor?! >_<]
ill need to pack for rainbow falls also! [im rather excited. havent trekked in ages. think im gg to die...]
going to this weekend! haha.
sheesh im not making sense.
but anw...
i quote someone:
"precisely facebook is a collection of acquaintances as is msn so i delete in the interest of aesthetics for my own viewing pleasure, as well as the symmetry of nice round numbers.
because the people dont really matter i can do whatever i want, right. (am being serious)
and i like comfortable silence. i have sat in a car with my dad and not talked to him for 3 hours."
and i was thinking about it...
comfortable silence. something i hope i can learn to appreciate. i know that saying nothing is sometimes alot more potent than rattling on and on.. sigh.
another point i have to learn about not always having the last word. gah.
deleting facebook friends? nah. doesnt sound like something ill do.
deleting people on msn? (= maybe i should pick up that habit again. or maybe not since i dont even appear online that much anymore.
but yes. i must declare that i need to talk to SEXC* more.
haha super duper outta the loop la... [and in the order of how dying i am to talk to u]
CHERYL 30 june uh! or even earlier!
EUNICE uhoh. i feel so i dunno whats happening to u. besides ur haircut thing. nxt wk k! no exams for 2 wks right. im gg to BUG U.
XIAOWEI call me la! haha.
SAM haha. ok i got see u. but u dun read my blog do u? erm. whatever. haha. but yes i still do wanna talk to u la. -_-||| shall reply ur sms now. haha. and oh. reply my smses can. -_- just because its touch screeeen.
hmm.
more internship stories. haha.
dorene just told me: "wa i think u quite poor thing leh, the guys on your level treat weixin so much better than u".
examples: 4 godiva chocolates v 1 godiva chocolate. some 500bucks voucher for some airfare thing. internet sim card. many more examples but im lazy to type them out...
and i realised, its not just guys on my level also! [at least my 40yr old very charming manager nv la. (ok insert some prattles on how cute he is) if not i faint. HAHAHA]
jlow, ur amulet fail. X) haha.
some things i really really wanna do!
finish reading
1. "my favourite sci fic story"
2. ironman
3. ticktock by dean koontz
4. sandman
5. some lousy un-nice book. atlantis or smth. really un-nice. >_< sci fic leh. why so cui.
watch
6. big bang theory
7. some movies that i koped from dex a LONNNNG time ago
sleep
8. for at least 10 hours consecutively...
conclude: im gg to camp at home soon.
come to think of it. what i really wanna do is curl up in bed, with a mug of hot chocolate, read a damn sad story and cry my guts out.
haha. havent been crying maaaaaaaaa.
i realised i din review a cheesy debbie macomber book and i returned it already. ANGSTY.
this entry is like spasms of thoughts la! ok i will stop. =)
[aldoh im reaching the pt where i feel like typing some thoughtful things.. but i think i wun. spoils the mood of this rather random post...]
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oh my goodness. i realised i typed rather alot already. so... i shall blog this! (=
anyways... some of the songs i kinda gave up typing halfway, hence the in the middle of nowhere feeling. ><
Let me hold you, for the last time
Its the last chance to feel again
When you hold me, i cant feel anything
When i love you.. something
you cant play on broken strings
you cant feel anything
that your heart dont want to feel
i cant tell you something that aint real
it tears me up
i try to hold on but it hurts too much
i try to forgive but its not enough
to make it all ok
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护有你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
给的感动一定
爱的是你所以不怕苦
那么多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地时般产生记忆
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦
累了不要见外
把我挖起来
烦了不要见外
把我赵出来
昨天会被今天明天来取代
不被淘汰
就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散
友情会第一时间赶来
朋友只要你被孤单亚的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
我确定
我问你最近认识什么人
我陪你开车兜圈
你为他失了魂
你为他从早到晚等着电话等着没有人
你曾经对我说这世上没人会像我一样为你被风吹不冷
你曾经对我说这世上没人会带走一点你对我的真
待我问候没有人
因为我想的太多
有些爱没有尽头
有些爱只为你守候
有些爱不需理由
这种感觉从来不曾有
左右每天思绪每一次呼吸
心被占据却苦无一
是你让我着了迷
给了甜蜜又保持距离
而你潇洒来去玩爱情游戏
我一天天失去勇气
偏偏难了难忘记
单单为你心有独钟
因为爱过才知情多农
农的发痛在心中
痛只是感动
我是真的真的与众不同
真正为你心有独钟
因为有你世界变不同
笑我太傻太懵懂
或爱得太重
只为相信我自己
能永远对你情独钟
好像听到一句温暖的问候
爱你不是两三天
你是否想念我
还是像我只和寂寞作朋友
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎 忍住悲哀
我以为是成全 你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们曾经相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来
你在怀里抱什么
挤得抱不紧我
没有温度的笑容
没有温度的手
一片一片剥落
爱呢 你呢 从前的 变了 没了
难道你真舍得
真舍不得
心呢 承诺呢 被丢弃了
我的 爱呢
你把它给谁了
i am not the fool tonight
something happened for the first time
deep inside, theres a rush, what a rush
cause the possibility that you would feel the same way
about me is just too much, just too much
why do i keep running from the truth when all i think about is you
you got me hypnotised, so mesmerised
i just got to know
saw you from a distance
saw you from the stage
something bout the look in your eyes
something bout your beautiful face
in a sea of people
there was only you
i never knew what the song was about
but suddenly now i do
try to reach out to you touch my hand
try to reach out as far as you can
only me only you and the band
闯进我生命
带着一点任性和xx的表情
是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂
温暖的手融化我仅有的坚定
天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
身边有太多风景我却停在这里
说我傻得可以还不是因为你
是你的声音 带给我勇气
赖在我幸福的主旋律
恋爱的频率直达我心底
如果你愿意
是的我愿意
爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
爱到 爱到
脑海里有一万个你快爆掉
你开口我就没办法say no
你一个眼神 我什么都好
谁叫你可爱到无可救药
让我狠狠爱到
就是爱到
too little time to really do much.
decided to slack and type another entry to be posted!
i forsee being stressed this week.
because somehow i cant seem to get down to emailing for sponsors. >__<
eeps. i need to do this!! because i cant do it over the weekend.
but yay. meeting jn gs this thurs. and manda on fri. (=
TONIGHT I WILL DO IT. [or suffer from a lack of sleep from doing it anyway...] [oh haha. when it eventually post this up, it wun be tonight alr hor?! >_<]
ill need to pack for rainbow falls also! [im rather excited. havent trekked in ages. think im gg to die...]
going to this weekend! haha.
sheesh im not making sense.
but anw...
i quote someone:
"precisely facebook is a collection of acquaintances as is msn so i delete in the interest of aesthetics for my own viewing pleasure, as well as the symmetry of nice round numbers.
because the people dont really matter i can do whatever i want, right. (am being serious)
and i like comfortable silence. i have sat in a car with my dad and not talked to him for 3 hours."
and i was thinking about it...
comfortable silence. something i hope i can learn to appreciate. i know that saying nothing is sometimes alot more potent than rattling on and on.. sigh.
another point i have to learn about not always having the last word. gah.
deleting facebook friends? nah. doesnt sound like something ill do.
deleting people on msn? (= maybe i should pick up that habit again. or maybe not since i dont even appear online that much anymore.
but yes. i must declare that i need to talk to SEXC* more.
haha super duper outta the loop la... [and in the order of how dying i am to talk to u]
CHERYL 30 june uh! or even earlier!
EUNICE uhoh. i feel so i dunno whats happening to u. besides ur haircut thing. nxt wk k! no exams for 2 wks right. im gg to BUG U.
XIAOWEI call me la! haha.
SAM haha. ok i got see u. but u dun read my blog do u? erm. whatever. haha. but yes i still do wanna talk to u la. -_-||| shall reply ur sms now. haha. and oh. reply my smses can. -_- just because its touch screeeen.
hmm.
more internship stories. haha.
dorene just told me: "wa i think u quite poor thing leh, the guys on your level treat weixin so much better than u".
examples: 4 godiva chocolates v 1 godiva chocolate. some 500bucks voucher for some airfare thing. internet sim card. many more examples but im lazy to type them out...
and i realised, its not just guys on my level also! [at least my 40yr old very charming manager nv la. (ok insert some prattles on how cute he is) if not i faint. HAHAHA]
jlow, ur amulet fail. X) haha.
some things i really really wanna do!
finish reading
1. "my favourite sci fic story"
2. ironman
3. ticktock by dean koontz
4. sandman
5. some lousy un-nice book. atlantis or smth. really un-nice. >_< sci fic leh. why so cui.
watch
6. big bang theory
7. some movies that i koped from dex a LONNNNG time ago
sleep
8. for at least 10 hours consecutively...
conclude: im gg to camp at home soon.
come to think of it. what i really wanna do is curl up in bed, with a mug of hot chocolate, read a damn sad story and cry my guts out.
haha. havent been crying maaaaaaaaa.
i realised i din review a cheesy debbie macomber book and i returned it already. ANGSTY.
this entry is like spasms of thoughts la! ok i will stop. =)
[aldoh im reaching the pt where i feel like typing some thoughtful things.. but i think i wun. spoils the mood of this rather random post...]
-----------------
oh my goodness. i realised i typed rather alot already. so... i shall blog this! (=
anyways... some of the songs i kinda gave up typing halfway, hence the in the middle of nowhere feeling. ><
Let me hold you, for the last time
Its the last chance to feel again
When you hold me, i cant feel anything
When i love you.. something
you cant play on broken strings
you cant feel anything
that your heart dont want to feel
i cant tell you something that aint real
it tears me up
i try to hold on but it hurts too much
i try to forgive but its not enough
to make it all ok
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护有你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
给的感动一定
爱的是你所以不怕苦
那么多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地时般产生记忆
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦
累了不要见外
把我挖起来
烦了不要见外
把我赵出来
昨天会被今天明天来取代
不被淘汰
就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散
友情会第一时间赶来
朋友只要你被孤单亚的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
我确定
我问你最近认识什么人
我陪你开车兜圈
你为他失了魂
你为他从早到晚等着电话等着没有人
你曾经对我说这世上没人会像我一样为你被风吹不冷
你曾经对我说这世上没人会带走一点你对我的真
待我问候没有人
因为我想的太多
有些爱没有尽头
有些爱只为你守候
有些爱不需理由
这种感觉从来不曾有
左右每天思绪每一次呼吸
心被占据却苦无一
是你让我着了迷
给了甜蜜又保持距离
而你潇洒来去玩爱情游戏
我一天天失去勇气
偏偏难了难忘记
单单为你心有独钟
因为爱过才知情多农
农的发痛在心中
痛只是感动
我是真的真的与众不同
真正为你心有独钟
因为有你世界变不同
笑我太傻太懵懂
或爱得太重
只为相信我自己
能永远对你情独钟
好像听到一句温暖的问候
爱你不是两三天
你是否想念我
还是像我只和寂寞作朋友
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎 忍住悲哀
我以为是成全 你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们曾经相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来
你在怀里抱什么
挤得抱不紧我
没有温度的笑容
没有温度的手
一片一片剥落
爱呢 你呢 从前的 变了 没了
难道你真舍得
真舍不得
心呢 承诺呢 被丢弃了
我的 爱呢
你把它给谁了
i am not the fool tonight
something happened for the first time
deep inside, theres a rush, what a rush
cause the possibility that you would feel the same way
about me is just too much, just too much
why do i keep running from the truth when all i think about is you
you got me hypnotised, so mesmerised
i just got to know
saw you from a distance
saw you from the stage
something bout the look in your eyes
something bout your beautiful face
in a sea of people
there was only you
i never knew what the song was about
but suddenly now i do
try to reach out to you touch my hand
try to reach out as far as you can
only me only you and the band
闯进我生命
带着一点任性和xx的表情
是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂
温暖的手融化我仅有的坚定
天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
身边有太多风景我却停在这里
说我傻得可以还不是因为你
是你的声音 带给我勇气
赖在我幸福的主旋律
恋爱的频率直达我心底
如果你愿意
是的我愿意
爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
爱到 爱到
脑海里有一万个你快爆掉
你开口我就没办法say no
你一个眼神 我什么都好
谁叫你可爱到无可救药
让我狠狠爱到
就是爱到