i feel ignorant. again.
feeling damn nua!
so i surfed.
and surfed.
and felt dumb. =X
and uninformed. =(
and unable to sift accurate from rubbishy information online.
some interesting views
but im currently feeling so politically indifferent.
[ya la. study so much, see so many numbers. -__-. let the world keep spinning. round and round and roundddd!]
ooh! porter's 5 forces! ok. need to care. =_=
more interesting reads
and while it has interesting smart articles as well.
this totally caught my eye.
"People who wish to go for sex change are transsexuals, not homosexuals. Transsexuals identify with a gender that is opposite to their bodies. For example, someone could be anatomically male, but feel very much a woman inside. Quite often transsexuals prefer to cross-dress, in keeping with the image they have of themselves.
Homosexual males consider themselves male, the same way as heterosexual males. They do not feel female at all. Homosexual females (i.e. lesbians), likewise consider themselves female. There is no conflict between their anatomical self and their sense of gender. "
rather interesting no?
but anw, back to my feelings of being... inadequate...
not only am i so unaware of the political world. [hmm. sheltered maybe. or maybe thats a ploy. to make the generation politically indifferent. ok, i want a disclaimer for this. dun sue me! hahaha.]
i still feel so... i dunno how to really vocalise it... ok. useless paragraph.
feeling lost about the world at large as well.
was doing google sightseeing
and feeling so ... "i nv explore the world."
my geog wasnt all that good. all the memorising i did amounts to...
...
...
knowing difference between erosion and weathering. BIG DEAL. T_T
i swear i will try to visit the places depicted in the "places to see before you die" gadget on my igoogle page!
university education.
like... i dunno. i still dunno much abt the larger financial world thing.
i mean all the theories are just theories.
maybe its because i don't read the news enough...
and sometimes, when people discuss stuff. i dun understand a thing. -_-
am i under exposed?
is it family background? [i dunno. i really am quite ok with my family background btw. but i think i complain about stuff too much. i suspect my parents feel horrible for being unable to provide me with blablabla. but i really do think its ok leh!!! argh, ok, off tangent!]
ahhhhhhhhhh. feeling rather useless.
thank you university education, you just serve to make me feel useless. for me to learn that i dunno. -_-.
seriously... my favourite "知之为知之， 不知为不知， 是知也。。。"
trying to make myself feel better!
like all i do is facebook.
[but oh, and that letter to [subject title]... saw it a few times after caryn's post. starting to think its a ripoff. you know... it is still creative. but reading it a second time is just... SO... wth. i guess first impression counts. caryn seemed ingenious. and it was a "woah ho ho" reaction. the second and third... "this person is a cheapo kia that steals other people's smart ideas. what the hellllll." but the point is, since it didnt make me happy, i should have just click that pretty little cross on the top right hand side of the screen right? HAHA.]
BAH. miserable pathetic little life.
ohhh. i wonder if feelings of inadequacy is the result of having some time to think.
maybe i should go drown myself in work at starbucks.
and den all i have to think about is making the drinks. efficiently. and effectively!
and oh, along with it... start to realise that there are undercurrents in starbucks as well. sighs.
the world is such a complex place.
i want to be 5/10/15 again? where i could toddle around and climb trees?
or where the biggest worry in my life was whether i could hog the remote that night? [when i still watched tv]
or when i was wondering whether 5566 will be in town.
i hate growing up.
oh wait. im not growing up already.
im grown up. =(
so i surfed.
and surfed.
and felt dumb. =X
and uninformed. =(
and unable to sift accurate from rubbishy information online.
some interesting views
but im currently feeling so politically indifferent.
[ya la. study so much, see so many numbers. -__-. let the world keep spinning. round and round and roundddd!]
ooh! porter's 5 forces! ok. need to care. =_=
more interesting reads
and while it has interesting smart articles as well.
this totally caught my eye.
"People who wish to go for sex change are transsexuals, not homosexuals. Transsexuals identify with a gender that is opposite to their bodies. For example, someone could be anatomically male, but feel very much a woman inside. Quite often transsexuals prefer to cross-dress, in keeping with the image they have of themselves.
Homosexual males consider themselves male, the same way as heterosexual males. They do not feel female at all. Homosexual females (i.e. lesbians), likewise consider themselves female. There is no conflict between their anatomical self and their sense of gender. "
rather interesting no?
but anw, back to my feelings of being... inadequate...
not only am i so unaware of the political world. [hmm. sheltered maybe. or maybe thats a ploy. to make the generation politically indifferent. ok, i want a disclaimer for this. dun sue me! hahaha.]
i still feel so... i dunno how to really vocalise it... ok. useless paragraph.
feeling lost about the world at large as well.
was doing google sightseeing
and feeling so ... "i nv explore the world."
my geog wasnt all that good. all the memorising i did amounts to...
...
...
knowing difference between erosion and weathering. BIG DEAL. T_T
i swear i will try to visit the places depicted in the "places to see before you die" gadget on my igoogle page!
university education.
like... i dunno. i still dunno much abt the larger financial world thing.
i mean all the theories are just theories.
maybe its because i don't read the news enough...
and sometimes, when people discuss stuff. i dun understand a thing. -_-
am i under exposed?
is it family background? [i dunno. i really am quite ok with my family background btw. but i think i complain about stuff too much. i suspect my parents feel horrible for being unable to provide me with blablabla. but i really do think its ok leh!!! argh, ok, off tangent!]
ahhhhhhhhhh. feeling rather useless.
thank you university education, you just serve to make me feel useless. for me to learn that i dunno. -_-.
seriously... my favourite "知之为知之， 不知为不知， 是知也。。。"
trying to make myself feel better!
like all i do is facebook.
[but oh, and that letter to [subject title]... saw it a few times after caryn's post. starting to think its a ripoff. you know... it is still creative. but reading it a second time is just... SO... wth. i guess first impression counts. caryn seemed ingenious. and it was a "woah ho ho" reaction. the second and third... "this person is a cheapo kia that steals other people's smart ideas. what the hellllll." but the point is, since it didnt make me happy, i should have just click that pretty little cross on the top right hand side of the screen right? HAHA.]
BAH. miserable pathetic little life.
ohhh. i wonder if feelings of inadequacy is the result of having some time to think.
maybe i should go drown myself in work at starbucks.
and den all i have to think about is making the drinks. efficiently. and effectively!
and oh, along with it... start to realise that there are undercurrents in starbucks as well. sighs.
the world is such a complex place.
i want to be 5/10/15 again? where i could toddle around and climb trees?
or where the biggest worry in my life was whether i could hog the remote that night? [when i still watched tv]
or when i was wondering whether 5566 will be in town.
i hate growing up.
oh wait. im not growing up already.
im grown up. =(