20 things! (=
since im still 20... [almost 21. DAMN.]
anyway, since today is the 5th... i'm going to add a point everyday... [or try to...] so i'll reach 20 by my birthday!
very very random. (= and because this is my blog im gg to elaborate like no tomorrow. SO THERE. i think its rather soul baring leh! HAHA.
plus, im not tagging anyone.. so... (=
1. i feel like im at this damn confused stage in my life because i cant decide what i want and i dunno what they are anyway which sucks a whole damn lot. and this covers quite a few aspects of my life. arghhs. this i wun elaborate... its confusing me. XD
2. i love naming everything! so erm, if you aren't introduced, meet richard, charles, brain, jerry, jasmine.. etcetc. i think this actually helps me take care of my things a little bit more. and yes, if you want me to name your stuff, just let me know. HEH. show some affection ma...
3. i happen to think that bunnies are the cutest things in existence and i worry perpetually that cotton will pass on as she is old and lazy. i have no idea why i keep worrying about it, but i do. =(
4. audit corpr ais coylaw is killing me and i suspect that im gg mad because of it. but i will continue to try to not die because i have to survive past this sem. and do well actually. arghs, im not making sense but yes. i think that studying just kills me. and oh, i actually dislike smu. as i have stated many times, i think the "friends" you make just aren't very real friends. =X
5. i have alot of random activities that i like to do which i think is -_- on hindsight because its a waste of money. but, whatever makes me happy right! =)
examples are: smsing without thinking about the limited amount, watching endless movies and forgetting their plots within a second, kboxing, ice-skating, feasting and feeling damn bloated and not want to eat again yet repeating this evil cycle soon enough, reading stories and ebooks when i am supposed to be studying and then feeling so guilty and laggy that i stay up half the night reading and going mad, deciding that i dun wanna club and yet still go and den regret because i think i shdnt have which is a cyclic process as well. conclude: i like to 自作孽. kicks myself.
6. daniel chan/陳曉東/東東 was and probably will continue too be the most 嚴重 celebrity crush i ever had. i doubt anyone else can get to that level, including aaron, jesse, uknow. [Btw, uknow's bdae. i ate cake. haha. WHEE!] (= i still have the evidences stashed in a corner of my room. and come to think of it, i think he is still damn good la. just that he's attached to little girl and that he's new album has LOUSY marketing
7. i am very thankful for the people in my life. my parents duh. even doh i dun appear to be in front of them la hur. and no, i still dun understand why im like that. ive mentioned this like a million times. >< and yup, other important people are listed below. (=
8. i wouldn't say im vulnerable to tears at all. except when im watching movies or reading books. no idea why, but fiction just makes my tear glands work very very well. however, when really horrible things happen, i would clam up, get damn pissed off, get damn moody, pretend it didnt happen or go hide in a corner... those bloody tears just refuse to roll. hmmm.
9. short. aldoh i am only 1.52m, and yes i know i keep thinking that i might actually get to grow taller, and i keep complaining about it. secretly, im not that sad about the height. yes i know that being taller could be better... but den i cant act cute. haha. X_X and oh, i would probably never reject a guy because he is shorter than me because that sounds rather impossible. HAHAHA.
10. camwhore. HAHA... do i even need to elaborate on this? oh yes, i will. because im prolly one of the few camwhores who doesnt own a camera. and is perfectly happy about that because i dont have to upload photos. ever. and yes. i have been a camwhore ever since a long time ago when i looked scary... short hair, specs and labelled "frankenstein's daughter" which is amusing cuz when i see my old photos... i wonder.. OMG?! how did i ever dare to be a camwhore. and no comments about how i look now please. PLEASE... haha. its just in comparison.
11. attention seeker. i think this stems from the fact that im an only child. and unlike other only childs that i know, i dun think i receive THAT much attention from my parents. as such, i always make damn alot of noise when im around people. i cant decide whether thats a good thing or not. but hmmm... and this is probably why i am always noisy... but now that im used to being heard... i dunno. i demand attention? which i think its bad. but i cant talk in class. arghs =(
12. im probably not very good at showing my negative emotions. or at least i tend to downplay them. and exaggerate my happiness. which i cant decide if it is a bad thing or not. oh yea, and when i do show anger, or sadness. i probably am very much so. -_-
oh, but i dun think i really appreciate it when people sympathise. i just feel embarrassed. so erm. arghs. ok. this whole paragraph is self contradictory! GAH.
13. very varied ccas. i was from choir, den npcc and dragon and lion dance, den ODAC and house committee. now im a rather mia member of various ccas. hahaha. although i've been in a club and society, a performing arts, a uniformed group and even "student leader"... i have never dared to dabble in sports. as i know i have no ball sense. or hand eye coordination for that matter. hahaha.
14. i go through life thinking about what i have missed out and what i am missing. =( but i know this isnt a good way to live and im trying to stop doing that! but erm.. abit hard ah. ok, random thought, i think i miss j1 the most. HAHA.
15. ok. i do wonder why the hell im doing this when i shd be mugging hard. haha. but it is a good form of destress ok! at least i think about stuff. oh shit. this point is so irrelevant. so i shall give another random point... i like green! i really really really like green! (=
16. i collect kit kats. like honest to goodness kitkats.
hahaha. and thanks to kind friends, my collection has exploded like woohoowoohooly!
just random doh, most of the cool ones come from japan.
but my favourite is still green tea! [like ew? soy sauce? how creative is that i ask u... abit... too much don't u think?]
17. 其實，我暗地裏是喜歡華文的。 但很可惜的事就是我的華文程度並不是很好。。。 我懷疑這句子當中有些錯別字，但我未必有擦決到。。。 哈哈哈哈。
18. last time i really really liked to talk on the phone and msn.
if i was online for 6 hours, ill be spending 5.5hours chatting on msn. no ie no firefox. all i do is CHAT. like omg. what a serious waste of time. and that was when i could multi convo like free. now i cant handle anything more than 3 chat windows.. i start lagging and forgetting what i was talking about... ahh. the symptoms of aging.
well, anyway, now im mainly appearing offline. mugging ma... after this week la. ill recover a little. but prolly still not "online" online. ahhaa.
OH... and i used to love chatting on the phone too! i cant rmb why i stopped doh.
and yea, i because i chatted so much, i had a 15m telephone wire instead of a cordless phone. cordless phones run out of battery. but telephone wires give you mobility... [and creates traps for your family members. OOPS.]
the longest phone conversation i had would be bout 14 hours i think.. maybe longer.. HAHA. AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO?!!?
19. hmm, i got suggestions on telling people what i want for my birthday? [tsktsk.. so late still haven buy gift. haha.]
but anw, i really have no clue. but here are some things that i DUN want.
- wallet
- watch
- expensive jewelery
- shoes
- t-shirts [haha. if anyone was thinking about this la. NOOOO PLEASEEEE. (=]
- food? double hahahaha.
- dresses [i really wun wear laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. miaows.]
and oh, im very practicable. money isnt insulting to me at all.
HAHAHA. this fact is rather BHB i realised..
-----
20+++(GST + Service Charge +...) Very Important People [HAHA. all girls.]
[Conveniently left out my parents cuz its a duh thing. -_-]
[In no particular order of importance... chronological. (((= ]
1. XiaoWei
2. Eunice
3. Sheena
4. HuiMei
5. Cheryl
6. Sam
7. Shiduan
8. Wanjou
9. Jialing
10. Kaihui
11. Ying
12. Priscilla
13. Amanda
14. Justina
15. Waihan
16. Jianing
17. Geraldine
18. Jiawei
19. Tracy
20. Fujing
21. Jlow
22. Try
23. Meiting
24. Yiteng
25. Cxy
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and randomly..
THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE.
ok, just some background info, when i do the "劃圈圈" thing, ocip friends like to say that im that miserable outta the circle person. so im very amused.. =D
anyway, since today is the 5th... i'm going to add a point everyday... [or try to...] so i'll reach 20 by my birthday!
very very random. (= and because this is my blog im gg to elaborate like no tomorrow. SO THERE. i think its rather soul baring leh! HAHA.
plus, im not tagging anyone.. so... (=
1. i feel like im at this damn confused stage in my life because i cant decide what i want and i dunno what they are anyway which sucks a whole damn lot. and this covers quite a few aspects of my life. arghhs. this i wun elaborate... its confusing me. XD
2. i love naming everything! so erm, if you aren't introduced, meet richard, charles, brain, jerry, jasmine.. etcetc. i think this actually helps me take care of my things a little bit more. and yes, if you want me to name your stuff, just let me know. HEH. show some affection ma...
3. i happen to think that bunnies are the cutest things in existence and i worry perpetually that cotton will pass on as she is old and lazy. i have no idea why i keep worrying about it, but i do. =(
4. audit corpr ais coylaw is killing me and i suspect that im gg mad because of it. but i will continue to try to not die because i have to survive past this sem. and do well actually. arghs, im not making sense but yes. i think that studying just kills me. and oh, i actually dislike smu. as i have stated many times, i think the "friends" you make just aren't very real friends. =X
5. i have alot of random activities that i like to do which i think is -_- on hindsight because its a waste of money. but, whatever makes me happy right! =)
examples are: smsing without thinking about the limited amount, watching endless movies and forgetting their plots within a second, kboxing, ice-skating, feasting and feeling damn bloated and not want to eat again yet repeating this evil cycle soon enough, reading stories and ebooks when i am supposed to be studying and then feeling so guilty and laggy that i stay up half the night reading and going mad, deciding that i dun wanna club and yet still go and den regret because i think i shdnt have which is a cyclic process as well. conclude: i like to 自作孽. kicks myself.
6. daniel chan/陳曉東/東東 was and probably will continue too be the most 嚴重 celebrity crush i ever had. i doubt anyone else can get to that level, including aaron, jesse, uknow. [Btw, uknow's bdae. i ate cake. haha. WHEE!] (= i still have the evidences stashed in a corner of my room. and come to think of it, i think he is still damn good la. just that he's attached to little girl and that he's new album has LOUSY marketing
7. i am very thankful for the people in my life. my parents duh. even doh i dun appear to be in front of them la hur. and no, i still dun understand why im like that. ive mentioned this like a million times. >< and yup, other important people are listed below. (=
8. i wouldn't say im vulnerable to tears at all. except when im watching movies or reading books. no idea why, but fiction just makes my tear glands work very very well. however, when really horrible things happen, i would clam up, get damn pissed off, get damn moody, pretend it didnt happen or go hide in a corner... those bloody tears just refuse to roll. hmmm.
9. short. aldoh i am only 1.52m, and yes i know i keep thinking that i might actually get to grow taller, and i keep complaining about it. secretly, im not that sad about the height. yes i know that being taller could be better... but den i cant act cute. haha. X_X and oh, i would probably never reject a guy because he is shorter than me because that sounds rather impossible. HAHAHA.
10. camwhore. HAHA... do i even need to elaborate on this? oh yes, i will. because im prolly one of the few camwhores who doesnt own a camera. and is perfectly happy about that because i dont have to upload photos. ever. and yes. i have been a camwhore ever since a long time ago when i looked scary... short hair, specs and labelled "frankenstein's daughter" which is amusing cuz when i see my old photos... i wonder.. OMG?! how did i ever dare to be a camwhore. and no comments about how i look now please. PLEASE... haha. its just in comparison.
11. attention seeker. i think this stems from the fact that im an only child. and unlike other only childs that i know, i dun think i receive THAT much attention from my parents. as such, i always make damn alot of noise when im around people. i cant decide whether thats a good thing or not. but hmmm... and this is probably why i am always noisy... but now that im used to being heard... i dunno. i demand attention? which i think its bad. but i cant talk in class. arghs =(
12. im probably not very good at showing my negative emotions. or at least i tend to downplay them. and exaggerate my happiness. which i cant decide if it is a bad thing or not. oh yea, and when i do show anger, or sadness. i probably am very much so. -_-
oh, but i dun think i really appreciate it when people sympathise. i just feel embarrassed. so erm. arghs. ok. this whole paragraph is self contradictory! GAH.
13. very varied ccas. i was from choir, den npcc and dragon and lion dance, den ODAC and house committee. now im a rather mia member of various ccas. hahaha. although i've been in a club and society, a performing arts, a uniformed group and even "student leader"... i have never dared to dabble in sports. as i know i have no ball sense. or hand eye coordination for that matter. hahaha.
14. i go through life thinking about what i have missed out and what i am missing. =( but i know this isnt a good way to live and im trying to stop doing that! but erm.. abit hard ah. ok, random thought, i think i miss j1 the most. HAHA.
15. ok. i do wonder why the hell im doing this when i shd be mugging hard. haha. but it is a good form of destress ok! at least i think about stuff. oh shit. this point is so irrelevant. so i shall give another random point... i like green! i really really really like green! (=
16. i collect kit kats. like honest to goodness kitkats.
hahaha. and thanks to kind friends, my collection has exploded like woohoowoohooly!
just random doh, most of the cool ones come from japan.
but my favourite is still green tea! [like ew? soy sauce? how creative is that i ask u... abit... too much don't u think?]
17. 其實，我暗地裏是喜歡華文的。 但很可惜的事就是我的華文程度並不是很好。。。 我懷疑這句子當中有些錯別字，但我未必有擦決到。。。 哈哈哈哈。
18. last time i really really liked to talk on the phone and msn.
if i was online for 6 hours, ill be spending 5.5hours chatting on msn. no ie no firefox. all i do is CHAT. like omg. what a serious waste of time. and that was when i could multi convo like free. now i cant handle anything more than 3 chat windows.. i start lagging and forgetting what i was talking about... ahh. the symptoms of aging.
well, anyway, now im mainly appearing offline. mugging ma... after this week la. ill recover a little. but prolly still not "online" online. ahhaa.
OH... and i used to love chatting on the phone too! i cant rmb why i stopped doh.
and yea, i because i chatted so much, i had a 15m telephone wire instead of a cordless phone. cordless phones run out of battery. but telephone wires give you mobility... [and creates traps for your family members. OOPS.]
the longest phone conversation i had would be bout 14 hours i think.. maybe longer.. HAHA. AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO?!!?
19. hmm, i got suggestions on telling people what i want for my birthday? [tsktsk.. so late still haven buy gift. haha.]
but anw, i really have no clue. but here are some things that i DUN want.
- wallet
- watch
- expensive jewelery
- shoes
- t-shirts [haha. if anyone was thinking about this la. NOOOO PLEASEEEE. (=]
- food? double hahahaha.
- dresses [i really wun wear laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. miaows.]
and oh, im very practicable. money isnt insulting to me at all.
HAHAHA. this fact is rather BHB i realised..
-----
20+++(GST + Service Charge +...) Very Important People [HAHA. all girls.]
[Conveniently left out my parents cuz its a duh thing. -_-]
[In no particular order of importance... chronological. (((= ]
1. XiaoWei
2. Eunice
3. Sheena
4. HuiMei
5. Cheryl
6. Sam
7. Shiduan
8. Wanjou
9. Jialing
10. Kaihui
11. Ying
12. Priscilla
13. Amanda
14. Justina
15. Waihan
16. Jianing
17. Geraldine
18. Jiawei
19. Tracy
20. Fujing
21. Jlow
22. Try
23. Meiting
24. Yiteng
25. Cxy
-----
and randomly..
THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE.
ok, just some background info, when i do the "劃圈圈" thing, ocip friends like to say that im that miserable outta the circle person. so im very amused.. =D