Unrelated Ramblings
FA: Joke.
Seriously.
I had no idea what I was calculating half the time.
And the other half, I knew what I was trying to do but can’t seem to get any normal answer.
I mean… How normal is it for a firm to have a negative net cash flow that is A MILLION BUCKS. X_X
Kill me someone…
And to think I thought being an accountant is something achievable.
No, I don’t think I should blame myself for it. Although I have never been the best student in the class neither have I been the lousiest. Most importantly, its not like I haven’t been revising. -_______-
That the worse of it all, actually, knowing I did study for it and still being unable to do it… And I always thought that I could always handle numbers. AH. BLEAK.
Ok la. Not like I’m really all that affected, other people did find the paper difficult too. So, yup, we’ll see how. =D It’s over anyway!!! HAHA. But I did have to think about how FA is important… EEPS.
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Ok, random lyrics here again.. HAHAHA..
No meaning whatsoever, dont think too much HOR.
Just heard it when I was randomly scrolling through my songs. And I realised I haven't heard it for very long!!
Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me
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And yes, the current song stuck in my head isn’t that exactly. Quite the opposite, its totally something unrelated. It’s like 东东’s song! HAHAHA. If you don’t know who that is, you probably haven’t known me for very long eh!
Been hearing his songs very randomly these few days. When I heard some familiar song on some weird Chinese channel my parents were listening to, it turned out to be 心里游戏. And following that, I heard 心伤心痛不痛， 我比谁都清楚and 准我爱你. SO RANDOM RIGHT!!
And yup, so I’m getting a little mad over his songs again. =DD MUAHAHAHA!
And well, listening to his songs has some weird effects on me I guess. I’m really reminded of the past. Like how I used to throw money on chasing idols. Recall: DL, 7788, WWG, AE… Faint. HAHAHA.
Seems so foreign now actually. X_X
I used to look at the older people like joyz [WWL] and all the AE ppl ,and before that, all the DL leaders, lily(issit?), weibin, Jason.. etc. HAHAHA. And wonder, when will I actually be that old. Will I still be chasing idols? Well, now I have the answer. I guess not. X_X
Come to think of it, it really feels like a different life!!
[HAHAHA. Liking dongbang doesn’t count ok!!! HAHAHA. It’s a different thing altogether. I’m not fanatical fanatic.]
Anyway, the people who can reminisce about these times with me are like… so few. =X You know who you are. I do wish we can stay closer. Yes, I do know you guys are there when the need arises, but… SIGHS. I hate the realities of life. I do wish we can be given a chance to turn back time and take a MAXI for a few hours. Sit there doing nothing, talking, trying to get uncle XX to get info, and in the meantime trying to do the random bits of homework I have on the cab. OMG. SO EXCITING CAN.
=(( I guess we grew. I doubt we’ll ever enjoy that again. =((
But yes, we can still meet. Remember during my sec sch days. Sec 2/3 I think, we met EVERY FRIDAY. But somehow, that ended as well. X_X SAD FACED. THIS FRIDAY AH!!!
Yes, I know people float in and out of our lives. Looking at the people I used to see so often. [And the people who were always sharing cabs with us, HAHAHA.] Remember Sarah, Sun jiejie, Qiuling, Anthony, even Huixia, Yvonne, Lynnette and further back, Fangqi. [Meng recall DL days! Vampire! HAHA. Yes, I remember he’s called WeiAn. Which reminds me of POMID?! AHHH.. And Sk, do you rmb this pair of sisters who always try to AA. The younger one was my age!! Or somewhere near… AH! I rmb dong hitting my head!!] HAHAH! OMG.. Took me a lot of effort to remember these names. Well, if you told me at that time that I’ll probably not even remember them much in a few years time, I’ll probably think you were joking!
[OMG. SI days, I meet sarah and bell twice a week la!! -_-]
AH… And speaking of people floating out of my life.. HAIX. I guess the feeling is rather bittersweet. Knowing you share a friendship, or whatevership you might call it, with someone at some point of time in the past… And already so distant now. =X
There some people I would never imagine myself not talking on MSN with previously, and now.. every effort to start a conversation seems so strange.
Some people, whom my chat logs with always explodes last time… Now, I can’t even think of things to say.
A few people, who always caused my sms to explode. X_X Especially during JC days
when I have JN, WH and +++ to sms. HAHA. Now, all we do is exchange greetings, the yearly “Birthday messages”.
The few people who used to read my blog like mad, and vice versa, but now I can’t even find the links to their blogs and archives. We used to talk so much, privately, but now… I
can’t even remember your numbers, your email.
The few persons, whom I had leaned on, confided in, who led me to believe platonic relationships are possible. Till I find out its not. And thus, regrettably, lose contact…
I guess its already the past. Move on Debbie.
I am glad it did happen though, the recollections are good. =D
----------------------------
OMG. EMO.
SEE WHAT EXAMS DOES TO ME. =X
Anw, whatever people I’m still in touch with… =D I do cherish it k!!!
Just bear with my nonsense. And crap. And lame jokes. HEH HEH.
And my occasional long blog entriessss.
Seriously.
I had no idea what I was calculating half the time.
And the other half, I knew what I was trying to do but can’t seem to get any normal answer.
I mean… How normal is it for a firm to have a negative net cash flow that is A MILLION BUCKS. X_X
Kill me someone…
And to think I thought being an accountant is something achievable.
No, I don’t think I should blame myself for it. Although I have never been the best student in the class neither have I been the lousiest. Most importantly, its not like I haven’t been revising. -_______-
That the worse of it all, actually, knowing I did study for it and still being unable to do it… And I always thought that I could always handle numbers. AH. BLEAK.
Ok la. Not like I’m really all that affected, other people did find the paper difficult too. So, yup, we’ll see how. =D It’s over anyway!!! HAHA. But I did have to think about how FA is important… EEPS.
----------------------------
Ok, random lyrics here again.. HAHAHA..
No meaning whatsoever, dont think too much HOR.
Just heard it when I was randomly scrolling through my songs. And I realised I haven't heard it for very long!!
Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me
----------------------------
And yes, the current song stuck in my head isn’t that exactly. Quite the opposite, its totally something unrelated. It’s like 东东’s song! HAHAHA. If you don’t know who that is, you probably haven’t known me for very long eh!
Been hearing his songs very randomly these few days. When I heard some familiar song on some weird Chinese channel my parents were listening to, it turned out to be 心里游戏. And following that, I heard 心伤心痛不痛， 我比谁都清楚and 准我爱你. SO RANDOM RIGHT!!
And yup, so I’m getting a little mad over his songs again. =DD MUAHAHAHA!
And well, listening to his songs has some weird effects on me I guess. I’m really reminded of the past. Like how I used to throw money on chasing idols. Recall: DL, 7788, WWG, AE… Faint. HAHAHA.
Seems so foreign now actually. X_X
I used to look at the older people like joyz [WWL] and all the AE ppl ,and before that, all the DL leaders, lily(issit?), weibin, Jason.. etc. HAHAHA. And wonder, when will I actually be that old. Will I still be chasing idols? Well, now I have the answer. I guess not. X_X
Come to think of it, it really feels like a different life!!
[HAHAHA. Liking dongbang doesn’t count ok!!! HAHAHA. It’s a different thing altogether. I’m not fanatical fanatic.]
Anyway, the people who can reminisce about these times with me are like… so few. =X You know who you are. I do wish we can stay closer. Yes, I do know you guys are there when the need arises, but… SIGHS. I hate the realities of life. I do wish we can be given a chance to turn back time and take a MAXI for a few hours. Sit there doing nothing, talking, trying to get uncle XX to get info, and in the meantime trying to do the random bits of homework I have on the cab. OMG. SO EXCITING CAN.
=(( I guess we grew. I doubt we’ll ever enjoy that again. =((
But yes, we can still meet. Remember during my sec sch days. Sec 2/3 I think, we met EVERY FRIDAY. But somehow, that ended as well. X_X SAD FACED. THIS FRIDAY AH!!!
Yes, I know people float in and out of our lives. Looking at the people I used to see so often. [And the people who were always sharing cabs with us, HAHAHA.] Remember Sarah, Sun jiejie, Qiuling, Anthony, even Huixia, Yvonne, Lynnette and further back, Fangqi. [Meng recall DL days! Vampire! HAHA. Yes, I remember he’s called WeiAn. Which reminds me of POMID?! AHHH.. And Sk, do you rmb this pair of sisters who always try to AA. The younger one was my age!! Or somewhere near… AH! I rmb dong hitting my head!!] HAHAH! OMG.. Took me a lot of effort to remember these names. Well, if you told me at that time that I’ll probably not even remember them much in a few years time, I’ll probably think you were joking!
[OMG. SI days, I meet sarah and bell twice a week la!! -_-]
AH… And speaking of people floating out of my life.. HAIX. I guess the feeling is rather bittersweet. Knowing you share a friendship, or whatevership you might call it, with someone at some point of time in the past… And already so distant now. =X
There some people I would never imagine myself not talking on MSN with previously, and now.. every effort to start a conversation seems so strange.
Some people, whom my chat logs with always explodes last time… Now, I can’t even think of things to say.
A few people, who always caused my sms to explode. X_X Especially during JC days
when I have JN, WH and +++ to sms. HAHA. Now, all we do is exchange greetings, the yearly “Birthday messages”.
The few people who used to read my blog like mad, and vice versa, but now I can’t even find the links to their blogs and archives. We used to talk so much, privately, but now… I
can’t even remember your numbers, your email.
The few persons, whom I had leaned on, confided in, who led me to believe platonic relationships are possible. Till I find out its not. And thus, regrettably, lose contact…
I guess its already the past. Move on Debbie.
I am glad it did happen though, the recollections are good. =D
----------------------------
OMG. EMO.
SEE WHAT EXAMS DOES TO ME. =X
Anw, whatever people I’m still in touch with… =D I do cherish it k!!!
Just bear with my nonsense. And crap. And lame jokes. HEH HEH.
And my occasional long blog entriessss.
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