Great revelation
sighs. random post at this very worrying and meng mugging time. XD
GAN CHU LIANG DUO! (damn bao zhang bao dao yes. XD)
anw.. zhong dian... (btw, think im gonna sound damn emo)
1.jia jia you ben nan nian de jing.
yeps. i just realised and found out that although i always felt that my own family is very complex and full of alamak-ness. its just common and that not everyone has a perfect family.. more like. its quite difficult to find a perfect family. everyone has their own woes and problems! and my family actually quite heng in the sense as in we still like quite happy. yea, we do haf a lot of internal problems but... at least since we've been through so much we will.. survive? haha. :D awws. <3<3<3
and this is good! makes me feel motivated to study actually. cuz i know my family will still be behind me whatever it is. not like my family very big la. but... still make me happy what! haha.
2.money is the root of all evils.
haha. talked to fj and gandie for quite long today. guess its a thing we realised ba! wadeva human relationships.. tan qian shang gan qing!... ok. shall not elaborate.
3.money cant do everything but without it you cant do anything.
come on. from gan die this kind of rich man's words. how can i not quote leh? haha!
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[ignore this para if u feel bad abt studies yourself]
anw, back to moaning about studies. im feeling super unprepared and dead. WHYYYYYY! :( its like in the middle of A levels liao. but im still feeling slack. i mean im studying and everything but i just dont feel very very very confident. ahh. i guess its quite annoying when i say things liddat cuz im not doing that great nor am i doing that badly... but still. im worried. i feel bad. i feel like im gonna shit in my pants when i see the exam papers. i feel like i know ill cry like no ones business when i get my results back. i know ill regret not working harder. but.. i dunnoe! i really am studying more than i ever did in my whole freaking short 18 yrs of life. :( but it doesnt seem to help at all. i still think im gonna get like ACEEUU C5. i dunnoe its a gut feeling of what ill get. how can i predict my results when i haven even done the papers? i dunnnoe! sucks. badbadbadbadbadbad! i just feel.. insecure. damnit. EMO-ness. sighss. anw, also moaned to steph quite alot just now. wonder why she nv slap me. haha. i think i sound irritating to myself. arghs...... XDXDXD
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hmms... random blogging.
to sound a little more cheerful. haha:)
just now saw my neighbour's cute fren again. and he said HI to me! omg omg omg omg. im gonna faint from happiness. muahahahahaha! HUA CHI!
plus i think that u-know from the dbsk really very cute. haha. thanks to pw, fj and tracy's bad influence. XD hahaha! not gonna go crazy now la. exams! haha :X
GAN CHU LIANG DUO! (damn bao zhang bao dao yes. XD)
anw.. zhong dian... (btw, think im gonna sound damn emo)
1.jia jia you ben nan nian de jing.
yeps. i just realised and found out that although i always felt that my own family is very complex and full of alamak-ness. its just common and that not everyone has a perfect family.. more like. its quite difficult to find a perfect family. everyone has their own woes and problems! and my family actually quite heng in the sense as in we still like quite happy. yea, we do haf a lot of internal problems but... at least since we've been through so much we will.. survive? haha. :D awws. <3<3<3
and this is good! makes me feel motivated to study actually. cuz i know my family will still be behind me whatever it is. not like my family very big la. but... still make me happy what! haha.
2.money is the root of all evils.
haha. talked to fj and gandie for quite long today. guess its a thing we realised ba! wadeva human relationships.. tan qian shang gan qing!... ok. shall not elaborate.
3.money cant do everything but without it you cant do anything.
come on. from gan die this kind of rich man's words. how can i not quote leh? haha!
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[ignore this para if u feel bad abt studies yourself]
anw, back to moaning about studies. im feeling super unprepared and dead. WHYYYYYY! :( its like in the middle of A levels liao. but im still feeling slack. i mean im studying and everything but i just dont feel very very very confident. ahh. i guess its quite annoying when i say things liddat cuz im not doing that great nor am i doing that badly... but still. im worried. i feel bad. i feel like im gonna shit in my pants when i see the exam papers. i feel like i know ill cry like no ones business when i get my results back. i know ill regret not working harder. but.. i dunnoe! i really am studying more than i ever did in my whole freaking short 18 yrs of life. :( but it doesnt seem to help at all. i still think im gonna get like ACEEUU C5. i dunnoe its a gut feeling of what ill get. how can i predict my results when i haven even done the papers? i dunnnoe! sucks. badbadbadbadbadbad! i just feel.. insecure. damnit. EMO-ness. sighss. anw, also moaned to steph quite alot just now. wonder why she nv slap me. haha. i think i sound irritating to myself. arghs...... XDXDXD
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hmms... random blogging.
to sound a little more cheerful. haha:)
just now saw my neighbour's cute fren again. and he said HI to me! omg omg omg omg. im gonna faint from happiness. muahahahahaha! HUA CHI!
plus i think that u-know from the dbsk really very cute. haha. thanks to pw, fj and tracy's bad influence. XD hahaha! not gonna go crazy now la. exams! haha :X
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